I need a blog.

No, seriously. I need a blog. To live. Users of Mako Green May have noticed I'm posting NEUROTIC RUBBISH. And I can feel myself needing to do so, more and more often. So, what the hell, I'll just pour all my crap into Obsession Red! It took me a while to find it but... I win! The great thing is not having posted on this blog since I me him, Ben probably doesn't know it exists! ... and you guys probably don't know who Ben is (speaking figuratively, I;m aware I have no readers. I use "you guys" when talking to myself . Simple equation! Ben = Bad thing. Sort of... I mean... I love him and all but I didn't need a blog before I met him. I just wanted one. The reason I stopped posting in my blog after I met him was at the time my life was a darkly clandestine affair. Nothing I thought was publicly viewable. Now it;s just not interesting Still, if I thought it was interesting, I'd've made a website for it already. You know it's easier to build your own site and get it onto a free host than to put a custom skin on this thing. Anyway, I will pathetically post again in about four minuets.