The sky was so beautifull this morning. It's been a while since I woke up at my usualy time of 5:30, it's been almost 7 or 8 recently, and it was wonderfull to open my eyes fully and wake up properly to a kind of dark fantastic white light. Fantastic's always the right word, not amazing, or incredible. Fantasy... nothing in real life interests me, only fantasy. That early moring light reminded me of Dustfinger, it's strange to think of him now... I suppose I love Aerith, Sephiroth, Vincent and Cloud like I used to love Dustfinger... and still do of course... after a while though, I loved him rather than was obsessed with him, so he had to go, because I can't not be obsessed with anything otherwise I start thinking about Yassen again, and get dangerously depressed. Loving someone so much I can't think of anything else has always been essential.... even right the way back to when I was tiny and obsessed with LOTR... in a very vague way. I havn't got anywhere in FFVII.... I'm still on the clock. I can get past any chalenge, any puzzle.... but I can't tell the time on an analogue clock..... I just got bored, I guess. It's true though, I'm terrible at thelling the time.I find it hard enough to read it from digital.... I can't say the time in any language.... I honestly think if you can tell the time in Russian, you're a genius. I could if I tried.... but I don't. Okay, I can in French and German.... to an extent.... well, I forgot how to in Russian. I once got to the busstop at four in the morning because I miss-read my watch. Tragic. Watched Advent Children in English today... ow! I've got the lightbulb back in my room too, so I can draw again... and not just simple stuff either... Shounen-ai fanart! No details, right? I'm thinking of resurecting my site... need a good layout though, which means I need good images to make one of.... And, FFVII images at that. I did finish my modifications on that picture of Cloud.... Maybe I can post it.... There, that's Cloud. I have ones where I left the hair, and ones where I left the clothes too... I'm not sure about the hair, it looks a lot faker than the rest... and I can't get the shade of lipstick right, but it's a start. He looks better than he did originaly ^_^.